I talk
about my non-consent closet from time to time. There are times when I
am ordered to be ready to be taken to this place. I am normally given
a few days before it happens. Or a few hours notice on a weekend day
for that evening. My owners have my schedule so they know when to
demand me. When this happens, then total power exchange occurs and I
am no longer a person but Sissy Stephanie; a thing, meat, a toy, no
freedom, a willing victim.
I have
a core group of owners who enjoy sharing me and doling me out to
friends and strangers as the case may be. First is Damselgrabber; he
is bi and loves to train girls and gurls and turn crossdressers into
submissive sissies and girls into submissive sluts, heavy bondage,
torture and breathplay. Then there is Mistress Heidi; total dominant,
loves to have me in bondage and gags at all time, humiliates me,
likes to edge me and give me ruined orgasms, breathplay and is either
assisting Damselgrabber in my sissy training or is using me to help
her train Lady Kyleigh. Lady Kyleigh is the last owner; she assists
Mistress Heidi in training me and when she is good, I am given to
Lady Kyleigh for whatever she wants.
My
owners are always sharing me with others. Either at the apartment, in
a motel room, etc. So, while they do own me...you could ask them to
share me with you. They will most likely says yes and ask for video
and pictures.
The
apartment I am taken to when I do these total power exchange sessions
is unknown to me. I don't were it is or where I am when I am there.
When ordered, I am dressed up and become Sissy Stephanie and I wait
for one or all owners to arrive to come and take me.
They
are in normal dress when they come to get me and change at the
apartment. I am blindfolded, hands are hand cuffed behind me, gagged
with a ballgag, collared and leashed. I am led to a rented van in the
garage. Once inside the van, I am lashed down to the floor or sides,
ankles then cuffed. During the ride I am often molested by one of my
owners, but not allowed to cum.
Once at
the apartment, I am taken to a room while still blindfolded. To this
point, I have no visual clue as to where I am. Once the door to the
room is closed, the blindfold comes off and I spend the rest of the
time here. This room and closet becomes my universe.
This is
where many of my videos are filmed. This is where I do a lot of
training to become a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.
The
door straight ahead is the door to my room where I am kept. I have
only been allowed to see outside of this room a handful of times.
Usually, I blindfolded when escorted out of the room. The door to the
right is the hanging closet. When doing hanging or having a neck
pull, that is normally where that happens.
The
door to the non-consent closet. Usually the first thing I see when
the blindfold is taken off. There is a light switch on the outside.
Sometimes I am in darkness, or in the light, or in a strobe light
when being programmed.
I spend
my training hours in here. Video and audio. This is where I am kept
when my owners are setting up my torture/breahtplay/bondage/rape
session. Always bound in here and almost always gagged.
This is
my “rape bed”. Often I am tied to it, or tied up on it. A lot of
my humiliation cum videos come from this bed. This is where I give
oral satisfaction to my owners or strangers. This is also where I am
molested by my owners and strangers. My owners make me have sex with
them. For their friends and strangers, they are allowed to do
anything but stick a normal-penis sized dildo or dick in me.
Otherwise, slim vibes, certain plugs, fingers and the like are
allowed in me. I am being saved for a “special” gangbang is what
I am told.
My
normal view on the rape bed when not tied face-down.
This
nook between the bed and wall is where I am allowed to sleep the few
hours given to me. Note the vibe and tissues; they like to vibe me
raw and make me clean up afterwards and then sleep on the dirty
tissues.
Again,
I have no idea exactly where this apartment is. I do know that it is
in Baltimore. I think I know what floor. Otherwise, I know nothing of
the location.
Other
subs come here. My owners also own other toys or have slaves that
they like to bring here. I've been with other crossdressers, sissies
and real girls here.
My name
is Sissy Stephanie, I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore and a
professional victim. Please email me at
sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com
if you would like to see me degraded, bound & gagged or to do a
humiliation cum for you.
