Firearm Play

As I dive deeper into darker sexual fantasies, the ones that my becoming a sissy-bondage-cock-whore will allow, one of the many fantasies I wish to do, that I know my trainers and possible owners/pimps/rapists may like to do is to use a pistol.

While I am a worthless sissy-bondage-cock-whore, and my main purpose is to please others, real snuff, or real death is not what is desired. Simulated, perhaps, but I do not wish to actually die. Just like with breathplay, I will push the envelope, but not actually die for it.

The initial thrill is when the abduction happens...  There I am, all dressed up and in comes in my abductor, he pulls out a gun and holds it to my head, shoving a gag at me to put on, then handcuffs. The gun is held to to my head as I struggle, but am forced into the van and taken to another place for my rape and demise.

(Please, don't do this, please stop, please, oh god please let me go!!)

When I am taken to the place, I am threatened with death until I comply.  Scared, I do what my abductor wants; blowjob, hand job, anal rape, molestation...perhaps sucking the pistol itself, whimpering as I wonder if the trigger will be pulled...

(please, please, please, PLEASE DON'T!!! I'LL BE A GOOD SISSY!!!)

(Oh god, oh god, I'll do it, I'll suck you with my sissy mouth, just don't kill me!!)

(Please don't kill me, Mister, use my sissy mouth, I'll swallow, I swear, just don't hurt me!!)

And then, as I am raped, threatened and abused, the gun always pressed against me, shoved in my mouth...I start to love it...I start to crave it...and I start to kiss the gun...lick it...tease it...blow it...

(Ooooohhh, Daddy....this is SO good in my mouth, Daddy,shove it in deeper...)

(Oh, Daddy, it's like a cock, make me do it..make me suck it like a sissy whore...)

But in the end...I know.  I know the gun will kill me and my abductor wants it to be slow, so I will be shot...and as I lay there, dying...he rapes me one last time....

Again, while I am a worthless piece of sissy-bondage-cock-whore fuck meat...snuff or real death is NOT desired, nor playing with a loaded firearm, even one with blanks...but to use a real firearm in this fantasy...well, this sissy is turned on at the thought of being molested with a gun in my mouth...and in the end, using a gun that shoots paint balls, simulating an execution to my belly...I am so turned on....

(Oh, god...oh god...I'm dying...please...please, Daddy...rape one last time...)

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.