Make me suck a pistol with my sissy, whore mouth....

Some of the many people who use me like a whore like to stick a firearm into my sissy, whore mouth. They want me to suck as they cock back the hammer...and pull the trigger as the gun "cums".

They want me to love the taste of gunmetal in my mouth, they want me to crave it, and they want me to crave the danger of death and sexual excitement that comes with a gun in my mouth before pulling the trigger that they won't tell me is loaded or not. Luckily, so far, it has not.

And there are those who wish to set me up to fail: to watch me struggle in a predicament and hope to watch me snuff myself.

Then, I have a couple who like to hypnotize me. Give me messages that I am worthless and the world is better off without me.  

And at a snap of a finger, they want to see if I will pick up a gun and stick in my mouth and pull the trigger. They say that one day, it will be loaded.

Would you like to stick a pistol in my sissy, whore mouth? Make me suck on it like the whore that I am? Listen to me beg before you shove it in and make me gag on the barrel, wondering if you are going to murder me?

Sir, Mistress....I am at your mercy. You can make me do it if you wish. I cannot stop you. I will always be your sissy whore and sissy victim.

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore. Please contact me at sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com

Snuff Fantasy

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Firearm Play

As I dive deeper into darker sexual fantasies, the ones that my becoming a sissy-bondage-cock-whore will allow, one of the many fantasies I wish to do, that I know my trainers and possible owners/pimps/rapists may like to do is to use a pistol.

While I am a worthless sissy-bondage-cock-whore, and my main purpose is to please others, real snuff, or real death is not what is desired. Simulated, perhaps, but I do not wish to actually die. Just like with breathplay, I will push the envelope, but not actually die for it.

The initial thrill is when the abduction happens...  There I am, all dressed up and in comes in my abductor, he pulls out a gun and holds it to my head, shoving a gag at me to put on, then handcuffs. The gun is held to to my head as I struggle, but am forced into the van and taken to another place for my rape and demise.

(Please, don't do this, please stop, please, oh god please let me go!!)

When I am taken to the place, I am threatened with death until I comply.  Scared, I do what my abductor wants; blowjob, hand job, anal rape, molestation...perhaps sucking the pistol itself, whimpering as I wonder if the trigger will be pulled...

(please, please, please, PLEASE DON'T!!! I'LL BE A GOOD SISSY!!!)

(Oh god, oh god, I'll do it, I'll suck you with my sissy mouth, just don't kill me!!)

(Please don't kill me, Mister, use my sissy mouth, I'll swallow, I swear, just don't hurt me!!)

And then, as I am raped, threatened and abused, the gun always pressed against me, shoved in my mouth...I start to love it...I start to crave it...and I start to kiss the gun...lick it...tease it...blow it...

(Ooooohhh, Daddy....this is SO good in my mouth, Daddy,shove it in deeper...)

(Oh, Daddy, it's like a cock, make me do it..make me suck it like a sissy whore...)

But in the end...I know.  I know the gun will kill me and my abductor wants it to be slow, so I will be shot...and as I lay there, dying...he rapes me one last time....

Again, while I am a worthless piece of sissy-bondage-cock-whore fuck meat...snuff or real death is NOT desired, nor playing with a loaded firearm, even one with blanks...but to use a real firearm in this fantasy...well, this sissy is turned on at the thought of being molested with a gun in my mouth...and in the end, using a gun that shoots paint balls, simulating an execution to my belly...I am so turned on....

(Oh, god...oh god...I'm dying...please...please, Daddy...rape one last time...)

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.