Showing posts with label snuff. Show all posts
Showing posts with label snuff. Show all posts

Sunday, October 27, 2019

POV Snuff video request

snuffluvr235 requested a snuff, POV video of me, getting my throat slit as I was being abused.

Lady Kyleigh is an expert at most forms of edge play. It is not unusual for her to hold a knife on me during a session. It is always planned out for safety, just as this video was. I was never in any real danger. 


If you would like to make a request, please email me at sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com




Wednesday, September 26, 2018

Make me suck a pistol with my sissy, whore mouth....

Some of the many people who use me like a whore like to stick a firearm into my sissy, whore mouth. They want me to suck as they cock back the hammer...and pull the trigger as the gun "cums".


They want me to love the taste of gunmetal in my mouth, they want me to crave it, and they want me to crave the danger of death and sexual excitement that comes with a gun in my mouth before pulling the trigger that they won't tell me is loaded or not. Luckily, so far, it has not.




And there are those who wish to set me up to fail: to watch me struggle in a predicament and hope to watch me snuff myself.


Then, I have a couple who like to hypnotize me. Give me messages that I am worthless and the world is better off without me.  


And at a snap of a finger, they want to see if I will pick up a gun and stick in my mouth and pull the trigger. They say that one day, it will be loaded.


Would you like to stick a pistol in my sissy, whore mouth? Make me suck on it like the whore that I am? Listen to me beg before you shove it in and make me gag on the barrel, wondering if you are going to murder me?


Sir, Mistress....I am at your mercy. You can make me do it if you wish. I cannot stop you. I will always be your sissy whore and sissy victim.

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore. Please contact me at sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com







Wednesday, May 2, 2018

Sissy Snuff Play

Anyone else out there want to play with a sissy who likes snuff play?

Please contact me at sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com .

My name is Stephanie and i am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore and victim.


Thursday, March 16, 2017

Living with Less Air

My owners want to experiment on me.

When I am alone, I am to dress each night like the sissy slut that I am and I am to have my hands cuffed in front of me, in a chair or on bed. My ankles are also to be cuffed. I am to wear my plug gag.

Then I am to place a plastic bag over my head and secure it with a velcro collar. I am to wear the bag for as long as I am able, and before I pass out, am allowed to lift the bad for 30 seconds before putting it back and securing it again. I am to do this for one hour straight.


When they are here, they put a collar on my neck and make it so tight that it's hard to breathe. They padlock the buckle so I can't just pull it off. My face is constantly red, my mouth is open, my tongue sometimes pokes out, and depending on what position I am bound in, I start to wheeze. It's worse when they put a gag in.

It's 3:26 am, 3/16/17, and I have the collar on. I am dressed up. My ankles are cuffed and soon my hands will be cuffed. they haven't decided if I will be gagged or not. Since, they just put the collar on me, it isn't so bad, but it will be in about ten minutes. I will be kept this way for at least two hours if I don't start to pass out first.


My name is Stephanie and I am sissy-bondage-cock-whore.

Friday, August 26, 2016

Asphyxiation Training

On Monday, I will be bound, gagged and bagged until I start to pass out. It will be done to me several times as I am being trained to be an asphyx-sissy-bondage-cock-whore. A video of it will be posted.



I've posted before how I would like to do a sissy “snuff” film. Not a real snuff film, obviously, but one where it looks like I actually die. It does turn me on...





I was thinking of various modes of asphyxiation, of course. But every now and again, I think about electrocution.


What do you think?

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.
 


Monday, August 8, 2016

You can own me for a few hours....

If you are interested in owning a sissy-bondage-cock-whore for a few hours, I will be available for your use sometime during 8/12 to 8/14. Please contact me at sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com.

Here is a link to a video for more details:

http://motherless.com/64BF4EB


My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore,


Friday, July 29, 2016

How would you snuff me?

My owners are deciding if they want me to do a snuff movie. Not real death, of course. What do you think?

Drowning?


Stabbed?



Shot?



Hung?




Choked?




Strangled?





Electrocuted?







Bagged?




What I desire does not matter. What only matters is that I obey. My owners are looking to see if anyone would like to do a sissy snuff film. I will be rented out if it happens.

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.




Sunday, January 3, 2016

Firearm Play

As I dive deeper into darker sexual fantasies, the ones that my becoming a sissy-bondage-cock-whore will allow, one of the many fantasies I wish to do, that I know my trainers and possible owners/pimps/rapists may like to do is to use a pistol.

While I am a worthless sissy-bondage-cock-whore, and my main purpose is to please others, real snuff, or real death is not what is desired. Simulated, perhaps, but I do not wish to actually die. Just like with breathplay, I will push the envelope, but not actually die for it.

The initial thrill is when the abduction happens...  There I am, all dressed up and in comes in my abductor, he pulls out a gun and holds it to my head, shoving a gag at me to put on, then handcuffs. The gun is held to to my head as I struggle, but am forced into the van and taken to another place for my rape and demise.

(Please, don't do this, please stop, please, oh god please let me go!!)


When I am taken to the place, I am threatened with death until I comply.  Scared, I do what my abductor wants; blowjob, hand job, anal rape, molestation...perhaps sucking the pistol itself, whimpering as I wonder if the trigger will be pulled...

(please, please, please, PLEASE DON'T!!! I'LL BE A GOOD SISSY!!!)
(Oh god, oh god, I'll do it, I'll suck you with my sissy mouth, just don't kill me!!)
(Please don't kill me, Mister, use my sissy mouth, I'll swallow, I swear, just don't hurt me!!)

And then, as I am raped, threatened and abused, the gun always pressed against me, shoved in my mouth...I start to love it...I start to crave it...and I start to kiss the gun...lick it...tease it...blow it...

(Ooooohhh, Daddy....this is SO good in my mouth, Daddy,shove it in deeper...)
(Oh, Daddy, it's like a cock, make me do it..make me suck it like a sissy whore...)

But in the end...I know.  I know the gun will kill me and my abductor wants it to be slow, so I will be shot...and as I lay there, dying...he rapes me one last time....

Again, while I am a worthless piece of sissy-bondage-cock-whore fuck meat...snuff or real death is NOT desired, nor playing with a loaded firearm, even one with blanks...but to use a real firearm in this fantasy...well, this sissy is turned on at the thought of being molested with a gun in my mouth...and in the end, using a gun that shoots paint balls, simulating an execution to my belly...I am so turned on....

(Oh, god...oh god...I'm dying...please...please, Daddy...rape one last time...)



My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.