Saturday, December 1, 2018

TPE at the Apartment and Non-Consent Closet





I talk about my non-consent closet from time to time. There are times when I am ordered to be ready to be taken to this place. I am normally given a few days before it happens. Or a few hours notice on a weekend day for that evening. My owners have my schedule so they know when to demand me. When this happens, then total power exchange occurs and I am no longer a person but Sissy Stephanie; a thing, meat, a toy, no freedom, a willing victim.

I have a core group of owners who enjoy sharing me and doling me out to friends and strangers as the case may be. First is Damselgrabber; he is bi and loves to train girls and gurls and turn crossdressers into submissive sissies and girls into submissive sluts, heavy bondage, torture and breathplay. Then there is Mistress Heidi; total dominant, loves to have me in bondage and gags at all time, humiliates me, likes to edge me and give me ruined orgasms, breathplay and is either assisting Damselgrabber in my sissy training or is using me to help her train Lady Kyleigh. Lady Kyleigh is the last owner; she assists Mistress Heidi in training me and when she is good, I am given to Lady Kyleigh for whatever she wants.

My owners are always sharing me with others. Either at the apartment, in a motel room, etc. So, while they do own me...you could ask them to share me with you. They will most likely says yes and ask for video and pictures.

The apartment I am taken to when I do these total power exchange sessions is unknown to me. I don't were it is or where I am when I am there. When ordered, I am dressed up and become Sissy Stephanie and I wait for one or all owners to arrive to come and take me.

They are in normal dress when they come to get me and change at the apartment. I am blindfolded, hands are hand cuffed behind me, gagged with a ballgag, collared and leashed. I am led to a rented van in the garage. Once inside the van, I am lashed down to the floor or sides, ankles then cuffed. During the ride I am often molested by one of my owners, but not allowed to cum.

Once at the apartment, I am taken to a room while still blindfolded. To this point, I have no visual clue as to where I am. Once the door to the room is closed, the blindfold comes off and I spend the rest of the time here. This room and closet becomes my universe.

This is where many of my videos are filmed. This is where I do a lot of training to become a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.





The door straight ahead is the door to my room where I am kept. I have only been allowed to see outside of this room a handful of times. Usually, I blindfolded when escorted out of the room. The door to the right is the hanging closet. When doing hanging or having a neck pull, that is normally where that happens.





The door to the non-consent closet. Usually the first thing I see when the blindfold is taken off. There is a light switch on the outside. Sometimes I am in darkness, or in the light, or in a strobe light when being programmed.





I spend my training hours in here. Video and audio. This is where I am kept when my owners are setting up my torture/breahtplay/bondage/rape session. Always bound in here and almost always gagged.





This is my “rape bed”. Often I am tied to it, or tied up on it. A lot of my humiliation cum videos come from this bed. This is where I give oral satisfaction to my owners or strangers. This is also where I am molested by my owners and strangers. My owners make me have sex with them. For their friends and strangers, they are allowed to do anything but stick a normal-penis sized dildo or dick in me. Otherwise, slim vibes, certain plugs, fingers and the like are allowed in me. I am being saved for a “special” gangbang is what I am told.





My normal view on the rape bed when not tied face-down.





This nook between the bed and wall is where I am allowed to sleep the few hours given to me. Note the vibe and tissues; they like to vibe me raw and make me clean up afterwards and then sleep on the dirty tissues.

Again, I have no idea exactly where this apartment is. I do know that it is in Baltimore. I think I know what floor. Otherwise, I know nothing of the location.

Other subs come here. My owners also own other toys or have slaves that they like to bring here. I've been with other crossdressers, sissies and real girls here.

My name is Sissy Stephanie, I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore and a professional victim. Please email me at sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com if you would like to see me degraded, bound & gagged or to do a humiliation cum for you.




Wednesday, September 26, 2018

Make me suck a pistol with my sissy, whore mouth....

Some of the many people who use me like a whore like to stick a firearm into my sissy, whore mouth. They want me to suck as they cock back the hammer...and pull the trigger as the gun "cums".


They want me to love the taste of gunmetal in my mouth, they want me to crave it, and they want me to crave the danger of death and sexual excitement that comes with a gun in my mouth before pulling the trigger that they won't tell me is loaded or not. Luckily, so far, it has not.




And there are those who wish to set me up to fail: to watch me struggle in a predicament and hope to watch me snuff myself.


Then, I have a couple who like to hypnotize me. Give me messages that I am worthless and the world is better off without me.  


And at a snap of a finger, they want to see if I will pick up a gun and stick in my mouth and pull the trigger. They say that one day, it will be loaded.


Would you like to stick a pistol in my sissy, whore mouth? Make me suck on it like the whore that I am? Listen to me beg before you shove it in and make me gag on the barrel, wondering if you are going to murder me?


Sir, Mistress....I am at your mercy. You can make me do it if you wish. I cannot stop you. I will always be your sissy whore and sissy victim.

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore. Please contact me at sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com







Friday, September 14, 2018


At midnight tonight, Mistress Heidi and Lady Kyleigh are going to take me from place at midnight and drive me around Federal Hill, the Block, Locust Point and out towards the Waterfront neighborhoods.



I will be dressed up (blouse, skirt, hose and heels) when they come to take me. I will be ball gagged, my hands handcuffed behind me, sunglasses on, belts on my chest. They will leash me and take me to their rental car.

Once in the car, my skirt will be raised to expose my pathetic, sissy stick. My knees will be bound with belts. My ankles placed in cuffs, then I will be belted into the back seat.

Mistress Heidi will drive first to Locust Point, stop near a bar, they did not tell me which one, and lower the window. Lady Kyleigh will be in the seat next to me. She will call out to anyone who walks by if they wish to see a bound and gagged sissy. The window will be down and I will be on the side that is on the sidewalk.

They will let my picture be taken (sunglasses on). And if someone shows interest, they will be allowed to lean into the window and touch me, molest me, kiss me, and fondle my sissy stick if they so choose. It does not matter if it is man or woman. I am encouraged to make a show of struggling and begging or responding like the slut I really am.



In each neighborhood, they will take turns driving and pimping me for free until I cum three times.



Sunday, August 12, 2018

I am to have my sissy-whore mouth available again, 8/12


Because I am a dirty, slutty, sissy-bondage-cock-whore...I will be bound and gagged in the men's room of the public library in Baltimore on 8/12 between 1 and 5.



I will be hooded and gagged. My hands cuffed behind me. Sitting on the toilet, my little, sissy cock exposed. I will have a ring gag with a plug in my sissy-whore mouth. If you are a man that comes in and finds me, and you wish me to suck your cock, I will do so. If you are an adventurous woman who comes in, I will eat your pussy and/or you can insert a small plug into my sissy asshole.





My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore and am a professional victim.



Sunday, July 1, 2018

My sissy whore mouth will be available


I will be at the Central Branch of the Pratt Library on 7/1, some time between pm and 5pm. I will be in a stall in one of the men's room inside.

I will be hooded and ring gagged that has a plug. I may be blindfolded, I may not. My hands will be cuffed behind me as I sit on the toilet.



If you are a woman who finds me, please put me on the floor and make me perform oral sex on you and then rape me as you see fit. If you are a man, please rape my sissy whore mouth and make me swallow your cum and molest me as you see fit.



The library is undergoing renovations, so you might be able to sneak me away to another room to be molested and mouth-raped by you.



My owners want me to be a victim. I will comply. My name is Stephanie and I am sissy-bondage-cock-whore.




Monday, May 14, 2018

Will be at the Block sometime after 5:15pm


Later today (5/14), sometime after 5:15pm or so, I will be at the Block which is on Baltimore Street, Baltimore. The Block is a block of adult stores and strip clubs in the city.

I sometimes dress as the sissy that I am when I go to the adult stores for equipment or to watch dirt movies. I do this at the orders of my betters. I have an appointment nearby and so my betters want me to go to the stores and watch dirty bondage movies. However, I will not be able to change, so I have to improvise.

As I said, I will be in the adult stores that have the movie booths. While I will not look like a sissy outside of the movie booths, I will be wearing a hood with holes for my eyes and mouth inside the booth. While in the booth, watching a movie with the hood on, my mouth will have panties in it with a scarf or bandana holding it in. There will be these cuffs on my wrists that are called soft cuffs and are velcro.




If you happen to find me in one of these booths, I will resist some and beg you to stop a little, but in the end, my betters want you to molest me. Ideally, they want a man to place his cock between my thighs and “fuck” me and make me walk home with his cum caking the inside of my thighs. 



If you are a woman, they would like you to sissify me right then and there, and molest me as well, making me cum and then eat it out of your hand.


My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore and a willing victim.


Wednesday, May 2, 2018

Sissy Snuff Play

Anyone else out there want to play with a sissy who likes snuff play?

Please contact me at sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com .

My name is Stephanie and i am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore and victim.


Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Thank You Mistress Suzy for Using Me


Thank you Mistress Suzy for making me dress up like a sissy whore and allowing you to bind, gag and hood me and walk me to your car and then drive me to my closet of non-consent. I still do not know where I am taken to when you take me to my closet as I am hooded and blindfolded each time.

Thank you Mistress Suzy for making me stay in m closet for hours with a blinking red light, bound and gagged and listening to sissy-cock-whore training audio for three hours at a time.

Thank you Mistress Suzy for allowing me to reward your slaves by using my body and mouth. I am honored that I could help you give your male slave and sissy slave the rewards they earned by being meat for them.

Thank you Mistress Suzy for allowing me to please your male slave, T. I am glad he was allowed to fuck my mouth like the oral whore that I am. I am glad he liked to rub his cock on my sissy face. I am glad that he enjoyed cumming on my sissy-whore-face when you jerked him off.

Thank you Mistress Suzy for allowing me to please your sissy slave, Melissa. I am glad that you bound us both together, and gagged us, so that Melissa could grind and hump my sissy penis with her sissy penis until she came on mine. Thank you for having me bound over a chair with Melissa bound and gagged behind me, putting lotion on my bound thighs, guiding her sissy penis between my bound thighs and have Melissa “fuck” me. Thank you for allowing me to suck your strap-on as Melissa “fucked” me and then making me suck on your pistol as well. And thank you for allowing me to receive Melissa's sissy-cum between my thighs and making me let it dry.

Thank you Mistress Suzy for rewarding me. Thank you for binding me to the chair in the non-consent closet and using vibe and jerking me off three times while bagging and choking me. Thank you for inserting an anal vibe in me, tying a vibe to my sissy penis, leaving me bound and gagged in the closet until my sissy-penis was raw and I was screaming to be let go into my gag.

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.