Sissy obedience or punishment program video

To help me be a productive sissy-bondage-cock-whore or suffer the consequences:

Sissy cock sucking program video

To help me be a better cock-sucking sissy:

Hogtie Strangle or Hanging?

Which would you prefer me to do?

Be in a hogtie where I if I struggle I strangle myself?

Or do I let myself be bound and hanged by neck on my toes and go through an extended choking scene?

Please leave me a comment on your choice. My name is Stephanie and I am a siss-bondage-cock-whore.

Sissy Rape Training VIdeo

I am to watch this video nightly as part of my training. In addition to being a sissy-bondage-cock-whore, I am also doing secondary training as a sissy-rape-slut.

This means that I will be trained to respond in a proper manner when I am attacked. I will be expected to resist at first. Then I will be made to beg. Then I will be bound, possibly gagged. And I will scream and struggle as I am violated anally or orally. During the rape, I will be broken, physically and mentally and finally become the sissy-fuck-slut that I really am.

Here is the video:

I have written and uploaded this while dressed up. My ankles are cuffed and my hands are handcuffed in front of me. I am plug gagged. I am slowly rubbing against a vibe between my legs. I am not allowed to cum until this is done.

The next video that I post will a breathplay video of me humping my vibe, bound and hogties and hopefully cumming before I pass out.

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.

New training video given to me

I was told I need to go back to basics from time to time, so I was given this video by my sissy-trainers. I am to watch this on repeat for an hour every other day as part of my nightly, video training where I have to dress up, put myself in bondage and gag myself and watch the prescribed videos.  Here is the new video:

Held captive at Damselgrabber's today...

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Sissy Bondage Sex Program #2

Another sissy program video (punishment)

I need to be abused during rough sex....

If you have me at your mercy, doesn't matter if you are woman or a man, I know that you will abuse me while you fuck/rape me.  It won't matter how much I struggle or beg, I ma just fuckmeat to you. No rights, no will, just a submissive sissy who deserves to be stupid, sissy-bondage-cock-whore that i am...

Right before you rape me....perhaps you would like to listen to me beg?  Or to beg for the sbuse?

Perhaps I need to be choked while being anally raped by you.  Would you like to hear me moan and strangle while you fill my sissy ass and make me pleasure you?

Or perhaps I should be on my knees and be orally raped for hours and hours and hours....

And when you are done raping me...are you going to torture me with breathplay until I pass out...and then start all over when I come to?

My name is Stephanie and I am training to be a sissy-bondage-cock-whore. I am currently in my apartment, dressed and bound and gagged on my bed, waiting to be kidnapped and/or raped by anyone who walks through my front door which is open slightly right now...please, please come and abuse me and make me your sissy-bondage-cock-whore...man or woman, it doesn't matter as I have no rights anyway...

Slap Me...I Deserve It...

Part of what comes with training in the Program is to accept punishment. As a sissy-bondage-cock-whore...if I disobey, fail at a task, or at my owner's whim...I am to be punished and I should take it willingly.

While I am not a pain slut, I do enjoy the sting, humiliation and the degradation being slapped can bring.....being helpless and knowing I am so worthless that my stupid sissy face needs the abuse.

The there is always the punishment of being on my knees and being reluctant to having my sissy mouth fucked...and being slapped can always be a good motivator.

But sometimes, you may just want to abuse me. My training forbids me to fight back.  That I should take the humiliation and learn to crave it.

Being slapped in the face is also a good tool to show me that you are the boss and owner of me.  That I am nothing but fuck meat for you, and that you remind me while you rape me.

And sometimes, slapping is the alternative to what I really want: cock in mouth or my sissy ass. But the slap serves to remind me that I am being punished as you hit me and make me watch you fuck another sissy's mouth.

But my confession is that I love to be slapped in the face.  For all of the reasons above and also because...I crave it.  I NEED it.   It turns me on.  So please let me have it, show me that you are my owner.  Humiliate me.  Abuse me.  Hurt me and make me your little, slap-happy,  sissy-bondage-cock-whore.

Oh, thank you, Sir!!  May I please, please, PLEASE have another!!!

A toilet stall in my future....

One of my programmers, Damselgrabber, sent me this picture from his cell. He has not told me the location of this picture other than it is near or at a truck stop in Baltimore.

He then told me that in the near future, I will be sitting on that toilet, dressed, bound and gagged.  He will take a few pictures of me before leaving me there. I will be chained to the pipe behind the toilet as well.

He is going to post notes, one inside the stall and one outside,on the door. The notes will say, "The bound and gagged sissy is willing to be face-fucked." 

Once he is done taking pictures, I will be left there for two hours. I may be sucking cock, or I may just be left there. Either way, Damselgrabber has suggested that he might fuck my mouth anyway when he comes back for me.

When I know when I will be there, I will post the location and times I will be in this stall, bound, gagged, helpless and turned on by the prospect of sucking cock like the sissy-bondage-cock-whore that I am....

If you happen to be in Baltimore on 9/28 around 3pm....Part Two

(See previous post for details)

So, I bought some gear at the Block and I did watch some movies in the adult stores. Me, a sissy, all alone in an adult booth, watching dirty bondage videos at the Block....

The hope, of course, was that I would be found in a booth while I had my soft cuffs on and gag in my mouth. 

Then to be tied up some more and have my mouth brutally raped....

And then I would be kidnapped and taken to an unknown, dirty place...

Left to struggle helplessly...

And forced to be a sissy-cock-whore for my new pimp...

And once I am broken and no longer useful as a sissy-cock-whore, left to be fucked by bums in an alley...

Sadly, this fantasy did not happen.  But I DID get some new gear and when I got home, I used the new stuff as part of my of my daily Program to be a sissy-bondage-cock-whore...perhaps next time I will be found, kidnapped and used like the sissy whore that I am...

If you happen to be in Baltimore on 9/28 around 3pm....

I will be buying things at the Block in Baltimore.  I'm hoping to get some new bondage things at the various stores. A pair of handcuffs, a simple ballgag, perhaps an anal vibe...things like that.For those who don't know what the Block is, it is Baltimore's "red-light" district.  There are a number of strip clubs/bars and adult stores there.  It is located on the 400 block of Baltimore Street.

I normally visit all the stores on the Block; each one has its own type of merchandise. I also like to watch a couple of movies in the booths. Sometimes, I even gag myself while watching...

So, I will be somewhere along the Block around 3pm. I will be wearing a black, bob wig, red blouse, jeans, tan boots and sunglasses. In my bag will be a air of velcro cuffs and a red ballgag. I will be in self-bondage in one of the movie booths....what if I leave a booth door slightly open will gagged and cuffed and someone comes in, sees me, locks us both in and molests me!?!?

So, remember, somewhere along the Block on 9/28 around 3pm....I would love it if I were to be kidnapped, molested and made into a sissy-bondage-cock-whore like in the clip below...

I would love to star in breathplay video

Please don't confuse this as a deathwish, or wishing to fulfill a snuff fantasy or to be an actual murder victim.  I enjoy breathplay as part of roleplaying...

I would love to play the role of a sissy, damsel in distress. Kidnapped, bound and gagged, transported, held for ransom, only to meet my demise after being "forced" to pleasure my captor, or captors (men or women, or both!)...

While I am up for most types of breathplay, I do have my preferences...

My least favorite would have to be hands on my neck choking. I'm not sure why. I don't like having hands on my neck, but if the pay is right, and if the person wears gloves, then that would make it alright...I have a small fetish for gloves.

But hand over mouth and nose...mmmm, I do like that!!!  Being smothered while bound, hands covering my mouth and nose, feeling the suction of gloved hands as I try draw in breath.....oh, my...

Then there is hanging by the neck. It is actually a favorite fantasy...but, incredibly dangerous!!!  I love the idea of it, but there seems to be too many things that can go wrong.  However, I have been pulled up by the neck...that would be the best and closest thing I would do at the moment related to hanging...

Strangulation.  My second favorite method. But I am particular about it. The tool used has to be wide, prefer it to be soft like a scarf, but leather belts are just as awesome. Rubber is fine...but again, has to be wide. No wires or shoestrings or pantyhose. I don't like pain with strangulation.  Otherwise...mmmmmmm.....

Drowning.  Have to say I would like to try sometime, but no actual intake of water.  I like the peril of it, but not the actual act.  For example, slow creep of water while bound in a tub, or bound and tossed into a pool and weighted down, I might try, but no actual swallowing of water. Also, no experience whatsoever with this.

Bagging.  I. Love. It. My absolute favorite!!  It feels the safest to me, does the least physical damage in terms of bruising and seems to go well with bondage and can last as short or as long as one would like.  This would be the easiest to get me to do!!!!

Now, the blacking out part. I normally do not black out.  Merely safety precautions. I've browned out a few times, but that's the closest. it's not that I wouldn't want to...just thinking about safety. But, I can go pretty far, especially if you want to drag out a scene. And a warning, I DO struggle a lot and I WILL freak out some...but I like that, it really does it for me.

Not sure who, or if anyone does sissy "snuff" videos, or breathplay videos...but perhaps if someone did, they could contact me here or at my profile at xhamster, using the messaging function.  Let me know!!

http://xhamster.com/user/sissystephanie2008

Here's a little favorite video of mine from the net...would LOVE to be her!!

Against My Will Fantasy...

Being a submissive, sissy-bondage-cock-whore, I dream of being forcibly taken. First, I would have to be kidnapped from my apartment...

And once forcibly removed and taken to my captor's lair, bound and gagged...

And kept that way until he is ready to rape my sissy body, and I would struggle at first...

But it would be no use and no matter how much I cried for help and begged him not to with my gagged mouth...he would still take off my clothes...

And I would be so helpless to stop him....

First, the gag would come off and I would be forced to suck his huge cock, take it into my sissy mouth, gagging and choking and making "guk-ing" noises...

Then, he would rape my sissy ass and at first, I would be too startled to fight as the first, brutal thrusts started...

Until I accept my fate as a sissy-rape-whore after he re-gags me...

Hopefully, my captor will let me cum before he completely chokes me out...

                                     

If you would like to be my captor and rapist...please let me know...I will look like I don't like being a rape-sissy for you...but secretly...I want to be one...

My New Quicksand Fetish

So, I have developed a new fetish: quicksand.

I love the idea that I will be kidnapped from my apartment. Hands bound behind me, ropes pinning my arms to my body, strictly gagged and forced down the hallway of my building. Resisting the entire time until I'm thrown into a van and taken to a quicksand pit.

I would drop to my knees, and try to beg through the gag. I would try to tell you that I would be your sex slave for life, that I would suck your cock right there, just don't force me into the quicksand pit.

And of course...you would make me... all bound and helpless and sinking...taking the gag off to hear me beg and scream for help as I go down...

I would struggle. Try to keep my head above the quicksand.  Feeling the pull as my body slowly, slowly goes down. I still beg you to help me...offer my body...be your sissy-bondage-cock-whore...

And in the final moments, I realize this is it and I take one last gulp of air before being sucked under...

Only to be pulled out by you...and I become your sissy-bondage-cock-whore for life...until you get tired of me and take me back out to the quicksand pit...

Some sissy program vids 1

These are some of the vids I am forced to watch as part of the Program.  They are self explanatory.  Each one is either a different subject matter,or a variation of one.  I normally am bound and gagged to a chair and forced to watch one video over and over for anywhere from 1 to 3 hours with no breaks.  Obviously, by the end, I am pretty numb and suggestible...

The videos presented on this blog will not be found at xHamster.

That one is a punishment or accept video.  The next one is also a compliance video.

The Sissy Program

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