Saturday, December 17, 2016

My fantasy I would like to make true...

As a sissy-bondage-cock-whore, I love being a sissy, I love bondage and I love cock. Nothing makes a sissy-bondage-cock-whore more happy than to be destroyed by dick or strap-ons...


My fantasy is to be kidnapped...


Taken to a sleazy motel room where I am bound either on a bed or a chair and forced to have other male slaves and sissies, bound and gagged all around, being jerked off by their Masters and Mistresses, onto my face as I struggle and beg....either gagged or forced to bukkake...


In my fantasy, I spend days being slowly destroyed by a line of men being milked onto my face. Every few hours, I would be allowed to clean up, be made up and dressed by others and start the whole process over. Ideally, I would have an anal vibe in me at all times and myself periodically vibed or jerked as others cum all over me...

And in the end, I would be so mentally broken, that I just let it happen...



I would like to know if others have made this happen. To themselves or planned it for others. Please contact me at sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com .

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.

Saturday, November 19, 2016

My punishment as chosen by you.

My punishment will be by hanging.

For safety purposes, it will be a neck stretch. This will reduce the danger of breaking my neck or something going wrong on a drop.



I am a stupid sissy who cannot follow simple directions and will be punished for it. I will post the video of my punishment as soon as I can.


My name is Stephanie and I am a stupid-sissy-faggot desperate to be a piece of shit sissy-bondage-cock-whore fit only to be a thing to be used.


Friday, September 30, 2016

The new non-consent closet.



This is my new non-consent closet.

While I am in this closet, I will be bound and gagged. It is just large enough for two people to stand in, or for one to stand and one to kneel. I am kept in this closet until my owners are satisfied with my performance.

Either they will use me, or let their friends use me. And we are now exploring options on renting me, and this is one place I could be rented from. Damselgrabber likes it when he has me standing, lubes my thighs where they are bound the tightest and “fucks” me there until he cums. He likes it when his friends do that as well.



Or, he and his friends will have me on my knees in there. The gag is taken out of my mouth, but only so that my nasty, sissy mouth can be raped by superior cock. He and his friends like to hear me gag.

Mistress, when she wants to use me, likes to have me stand there and tease me by using her hand or a vibe, but not letting me cum And when she does allow me to cum, it is always a ruined orgasm. She also likes to stick things into my dirty sissy hole and watch me me moan and beg her to stop. Sometimes, she likes to finger-fuck me there. And like Damselgrabber, she likes to have her friends use me as well.



I actually do NOT know where this closet is. I am always taken there in a certain way. Normally, I am bound, gagged and blindfolded and placed in the back of a van and driven there. Twice, they had me sit in the back seat and drove me that way in public. Either way, I did not see where we went and I do not know where the closet is. I am led into whatever building it is in and taken down stairs and that is all I know.



I have been to this location seven times now. The first two times, it was just either Mistress or Damselgrabber that took me there. The other times, one or both of them have taken me there and I have been molested by their friends and I have sucked three cocks and two women have used anal vibes on me and have given me ruined orgasms.



Each time, I am used against my will. It is always a surprise when I am taken there, I never know until it actually happens. While I am conditioned not to say “no”, my body sometimes rebels, and this is when they force me to do it. This is another phase of my training where I need to be further broken down mentally and physically.



My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore. 

Friday, August 26, 2016

Asphyxiation Training

On Monday, I will be bound, gagged and bagged until I start to pass out. It will be done to me several times as I am being trained to be an asphyx-sissy-bondage-cock-whore. A video of it will be posted.



I've posted before how I would like to do a sissy “snuff” film. Not a real snuff film, obviously, but one where it looks like I actually die. It does turn me on...





I was thinking of various modes of asphyxiation, of course. But every now and again, I think about electrocution.


What do you think?

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.
 


Monday, August 8, 2016

You can own me for a few hours....

If you are interested in owning a sissy-bondage-cock-whore for a few hours, I will be available for your use sometime during 8/12 to 8/14. Please contact me at sissystephanie2008@hotmail.com.

Here is a link to a video for more details:

http://motherless.com/64BF4EB


My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore,


Friday, July 29, 2016

How would you snuff me?

My owners are deciding if they want me to do a snuff movie. Not real death, of course. What do you think?

Drowning?


Stabbed?



Shot?



Hung?




Choked?




Strangled?





Electrocuted?







Bagged?




What I desire does not matter. What only matters is that I obey. My owners are looking to see if anyone would like to do a sissy snuff film. I will be rented out if it happens.

My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.




Monday, July 11, 2016

I will be hung.

My asphyxiation will be by hanging. It has been determined that there will be no drop, for safety reasons. They may try some different methods on me. The rope may be pulled, hauling me up by my neck. I may be sitting in a chair (or standing), noose on my neck and a weight slowly dropped behind me, pulling the noose tightly. My legs may be pulled away, causing me to slide down on the noose, strangling me. Whatever method is used, they want it to be slow.

They are going to do it a number of times to me. They want to dumb me down some, so they want to kill brain cells via asphyxiation. Because the majority of you chose hanging, that is how it will be done.

I will be bound and gagged for my hanging. To be clear, this is not meant to be a "snuff" video, but a gasping/torture video. I am expected to pass out.  Here is a small movie showing examples of waht may be done to me:


My hanging and following video will be happening in the next week or so. My name is Stephanie adn I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.