If you happen to be in Baltimore on 9/28 around 3pm....Part Two

(See previous post for details)

So, I bought some gear at the Block and I did watch some movies in the adult stores. Me, a sissy, all alone in an adult booth, watching dirty bondage videos at the Block....

The hope, of course, was that I would be found in a booth while I had my soft cuffs on and gag in my mouth. 

Then to be tied up some more and have my mouth brutally raped....

And then I would be kidnapped and taken to an unknown, dirty place...

Left to struggle helplessly...

And forced to be a sissy-cock-whore for my new pimp...

And once I am broken and no longer useful as a sissy-cock-whore, left to be fucked by bums in an alley...

Sadly, this fantasy did not happen.  But I DID get some new gear and when I got home, I used the new stuff as part of my of my daily Program to be a sissy-bondage-cock-whore...perhaps next time I will be found, kidnapped and used like the sissy whore that I am...

If you happen to be in Baltimore on 9/28 around 3pm....

I will be buying things at the Block in Baltimore.  I'm hoping to get some new bondage things at the various stores. A pair of handcuffs, a simple ballgag, perhaps an anal vibe...things like that.For those who don't know what the Block is, it is Baltimore's "red-light" district.  There are a number of strip clubs/bars and adult stores there.  It is located on the 400 block of Baltimore Street.

I normally visit all the stores on the Block; each one has its own type of merchandise. I also like to watch a couple of movies in the booths. Sometimes, I even gag myself while watching...

So, I will be somewhere along the Block around 3pm. I will be wearing a black, bob wig, red blouse, jeans, tan boots and sunglasses. In my bag will be a air of velcro cuffs and a red ballgag. I will be in self-bondage in one of the movie booths....what if I leave a booth door slightly open will gagged and cuffed and someone comes in, sees me, locks us both in and molests me!?!?

So, remember, somewhere along the Block on 9/28 around 3pm....I would love it if I were to be kidnapped, molested and made into a sissy-bondage-cock-whore like in the clip below...

I would love to star in breathplay video

Please don't confuse this as a deathwish, or wishing to fulfill a snuff fantasy or to be an actual murder victim.  I enjoy breathplay as part of roleplaying...

I would love to play the role of a sissy, damsel in distress. Kidnapped, bound and gagged, transported, held for ransom, only to meet my demise after being "forced" to pleasure my captor, or captors (men or women, or both!)...

While I am up for most types of breathplay, I do have my preferences...

My least favorite would have to be hands on my neck choking. I'm not sure why. I don't like having hands on my neck, but if the pay is right, and if the person wears gloves, then that would make it alright...I have a small fetish for gloves.

But hand over mouth and nose...mmmm, I do like that!!!  Being smothered while bound, hands covering my mouth and nose, feeling the suction of gloved hands as I try draw in breath.....oh, my...

Then there is hanging by the neck. It is actually a favorite fantasy...but, incredibly dangerous!!!  I love the idea of it, but there seems to be too many things that can go wrong.  However, I have been pulled up by the neck...that would be the best and closest thing I would do at the moment related to hanging...

Strangulation.  My second favorite method. But I am particular about it. The tool used has to be wide, prefer it to be soft like a scarf, but leather belts are just as awesome. Rubber is fine...but again, has to be wide. No wires or shoestrings or pantyhose. I don't like pain with strangulation.  Otherwise...mmmmmmm.....

Drowning.  Have to say I would like to try sometime, but no actual intake of water.  I like the peril of it, but not the actual act.  For example, slow creep of water while bound in a tub, or bound and tossed into a pool and weighted down, I might try, but no actual swallowing of water. Also, no experience whatsoever with this.

Bagging.  I. Love. It. My absolute favorite!!  It feels the safest to me, does the least physical damage in terms of bruising and seems to go well with bondage and can last as short or as long as one would like.  This would be the easiest to get me to do!!!!

Now, the blacking out part. I normally do not black out.  Merely safety precautions. I've browned out a few times, but that's the closest. it's not that I wouldn't want to...just thinking about safety. But, I can go pretty far, especially if you want to drag out a scene. And a warning, I DO struggle a lot and I WILL freak out some...but I like that, it really does it for me.

Not sure who, or if anyone does sissy "snuff" videos, or breathplay videos...but perhaps if someone did, they could contact me here or at my profile at xhamster, using the messaging function.  Let me know!!

http://xhamster.com/user/sissystephanie2008

Here's a little favorite video of mine from the net...would LOVE to be her!!

Against My Will Fantasy...

Being a submissive, sissy-bondage-cock-whore, I dream of being forcibly taken. First, I would have to be kidnapped from my apartment...

And once forcibly removed and taken to my captor's lair, bound and gagged...

And kept that way until he is ready to rape my sissy body, and I would struggle at first...

But it would be no use and no matter how much I cried for help and begged him not to with my gagged mouth...he would still take off my clothes...

And I would be so helpless to stop him....

First, the gag would come off and I would be forced to suck his huge cock, take it into my sissy mouth, gagging and choking and making "guk-ing" noises...

Then, he would rape my sissy ass and at first, I would be too startled to fight as the first, brutal thrusts started...

Until I accept my fate as a sissy-rape-whore after he re-gags me...

Hopefully, my captor will let me cum before he completely chokes me out...

                                     

If you would like to be my captor and rapist...please let me know...I will look like I don't like being a rape-sissy for you...but secretly...I want to be one...

My New Quicksand Fetish

So, I have developed a new fetish: quicksand.

I love the idea that I will be kidnapped from my apartment. Hands bound behind me, ropes pinning my arms to my body, strictly gagged and forced down the hallway of my building. Resisting the entire time until I'm thrown into a van and taken to a quicksand pit.

I would drop to my knees, and try to beg through the gag. I would try to tell you that I would be your sex slave for life, that I would suck your cock right there, just don't force me into the quicksand pit.

And of course...you would make me... all bound and helpless and sinking...taking the gag off to hear me beg and scream for help as I go down...

I would struggle. Try to keep my head above the quicksand.  Feeling the pull as my body slowly, slowly goes down. I still beg you to help me...offer my body...be your sissy-bondage-cock-whore...

And in the final moments, I realize this is it and I take one last gulp of air before being sucked under...

Only to be pulled out by you...and I become your sissy-bondage-cock-whore for life...until you get tired of me and take me back out to the quicksand pit...