Saturday, January 23, 2016

I can be your bound and gagged sissy fuck toy.

I live in the Mount Vernon neighborhood of Baltimore, off of St. Paul Street. If you can get into my building and find my apartment, you will find me, bound, gagged with camera and laptop ready for you.

You will know it is my place as the door will be slightly ajar. I will be either bound and gagged on the couch, or at my desk, with the lap top in front. I will be spending most of this weekend in bondage and watching sissy training videos and movies involving bondage, rape and breathplay. If you find me, I will most likely be very turned on.

The cameras are there for you to take pictures of me and to post online. You can also take video of me and force me to edit them and post them online as well. My trainers and owners would like to see me placed in different bondage positions and different types of gags. They ask that I not be anal raped with actual cock, but there will be butt plugs, anal vibes and slim dildos to slip into my sissy ass. Or gloves and lube if you want to stick a finger or two in me.

My trainers and owners would like to see me suck cock. They would like to see me do this while bound and totally helpless. Facials, swallowing and letting dribble onto my chin are all things they would like to see.  Here are some things they would like happen to me:


Treating me and abusing like the sissy whore I am, I deserve to be slapped around.


They want to see me make cum faces so I can be humiliated later online.


Make sure my degradation is for everyone to see.




Make me your totally and completely helpless mouth rape victim.


Keep me tied up and gagged when not being raped or violated.


My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore. Please find me and use all weekend...I'm begging to be dominated, abused and sexually used....

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Ordered to do a humiliation cum





I have been ordered to bind and gag myself and hump a vibe until I cum. The person who requested this humiliation cum also asked that I also be ordered to lick up my own cum. My owners also want me to ask anyone who might read this if they would like me to say anything when I am bound and gagged. Please leave me a response here if there is something you would like me to say, or email me at sissystephanie2008@yahoo.com.

My name is stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore. 



Sunday, January 3, 2016

Firearm Play

As I dive deeper into darker sexual fantasies, the ones that my becoming a sissy-bondage-cock-whore will allow, one of the many fantasies I wish to do, that I know my trainers and possible owners/pimps/rapists may like to do is to use a pistol.

While I am a worthless sissy-bondage-cock-whore, and my main purpose is to please others, real snuff, or real death is not what is desired. Simulated, perhaps, but I do not wish to actually die. Just like with breathplay, I will push the envelope, but not actually die for it.

The initial thrill is when the abduction happens...  There I am, all dressed up and in comes in my abductor, he pulls out a gun and holds it to my head, shoving a gag at me to put on, then handcuffs. The gun is held to to my head as I struggle, but am forced into the van and taken to another place for my rape and demise.

(Please, don't do this, please stop, please, oh god please let me go!!)


When I am taken to the place, I am threatened with death until I comply.  Scared, I do what my abductor wants; blowjob, hand job, anal rape, molestation...perhaps sucking the pistol itself, whimpering as I wonder if the trigger will be pulled...

(please, please, please, PLEASE DON'T!!! I'LL BE A GOOD SISSY!!!)
(Oh god, oh god, I'll do it, I'll suck you with my sissy mouth, just don't kill me!!)
(Please don't kill me, Mister, use my sissy mouth, I'll swallow, I swear, just don't hurt me!!)

And then, as I am raped, threatened and abused, the gun always pressed against me, shoved in my mouth...I start to love it...I start to crave it...and I start to kiss the gun...lick it...tease it...blow it...

(Ooooohhh, Daddy....this is SO good in my mouth, Daddy,shove it in deeper...)
(Oh, Daddy, it's like a cock, make me do it..make me suck it like a sissy whore...)

But in the end...I know.  I know the gun will kill me and my abductor wants it to be slow, so I will be shot...and as I lay there, dying...he rapes me one last time....

Again, while I am a worthless piece of sissy-bondage-cock-whore fuck meat...snuff or real death is NOT desired, nor playing with a loaded firearm, even one with blanks...but to use a real firearm in this fantasy...well, this sissy is turned on at the thought of being molested with a gun in my mouth...and in the end, using a gun that shoots paint balls, simulating an execution to my belly...I am so turned on....

(Oh, god...oh god...I'm dying...please...please, Daddy...rape one last time...)



My name is Stephanie and I am a sissy-bondage-cock-whore.